I Tried the Drug That Obliterates Reality

Free Heart Opener Meditation: https://heart-opener.themiracleacademy.com/ Join the Miracle Academy Community: https://community-access.themiracleacademy.com/ If this is your first video: I'm Sean Clayton. I run the Miracle Academy, where we are preparing humanity for the year 2030, where your spirit and your actions must be aligned. I grew up in Dallas in a faith-centered family, and years later spent eight months studying under a rabbi in Israel, going back to the original Hebrew and Aramaic behind the texts most of us were only ever handed in translation. That's the lens this channel comes from. I'm not here to tear your faith down. I'm here to hand you back what was left out of it. -- Other platforms I'm on: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/abundance10000/ -- Summary: I flew to Denver and volunteered for an extended state DMT protocol. Not the 5 to 10 minute version most people know. A controlled IV infusion that holds you there long enough for your identity to come apart. The pump started at 11:11. Within moments the room was gone, my body was gone, and time was gone. I stopped breathing. I was certain I had died. One thing stayed: something was still aware. In this video I walk through exactly what happened and I separate what I directly experienced from what I later came to believe about it, because those are two different things. The fractal geometry, the Incan and Aztec and Egyptian gods with their eyes closed, Sophia's eyes opening and a universe unfolding behind every blink. The claymation world where I could build anything. My body dissipating. The light that was light and dark at once. The breath that brought me back. Then what came after: seeing the vibration and geometry of the room with my eyes open or closed, connecting with my wife from a thousand miles away and feeling her whole history at once, watching every possible version of my own life and choosing this timeline again. I cover what I learned about purpose and marriage, why my definition of love dissolved, how holding my breath explained deodorant and podcasts and vacations and everything else we build out of anticipation, and the conversation where God told me to let Him die so I could actually receive Him. I also asked to see the entities. They laughed at me. What they said about why seeking them pushes them further away, and where they actually live, is in here. The whole thing came back to one practice. Breath and gratitude. That's it. -- Chapters: 00:00 What people can't describe 00:47 Extended state DMT 01:22 I wasn't looking for aliens 02:02 Something was still aware 02:45 What I'll cover 03:20 How I got in 04:09 No expectations 04:51 The pump started at 11:11 05:29 Fractals and clean lines 06:13 The gods with closed eyes 06:57 Sophia's eyes 07:20 The claymation world 07:45 My ego started building 08:05 My body dissipated 08:22 Light and dark together 09:08 The breath back 09:56 Seeing the vibration 10:20 Reaching my wife in Texas 10:38 Every version of my life 11:24 I chose this timeline 12:10 My purpose as a man 12:55 What marriage actually is 13:41 The shame underneath 14:24 Egoic love dissolving 15:08 Coherence first 15:51 Deodorant and anticipation 16:34 We brace, we don't breathe 17:13 God said let me die 18:00 I asked to see the entities 18:42 Why seeking pushes them away 19:29 Where they actually live 20:14 The one practice 20:55 What changed after 21:38 God is in the breath 22:20 Thank you