From hate comes love (Brittana story) episode 31

Next morning Santana: *slowly wakes up, opens her eyes, mumbles* Where am i?? Brittany: *moving* Santana: *frowns* Brittany? Brittany: *wakes up, opens her eyes quickly* San! thank god.. how do you feel? Santana: What am i doing here? Brittany: You don't remeber anything? and don't you have a hangover?? Santana: I.. *sighs* remember but.. i only remeber that i was sitting on a bench at the park and than.. *confused* i don't know how i got here.. Brittany: Yeah.. you were really drunk.. *sighs* How could you do that to yourself? Santana: I was in a lot of pain.. Brittany: So alcohol is the sollution? Santana: Uhm yes.. Brittany: Uhm no! it only make things even worst, you know how drunk you were? i was scared Santana! Santana: Stop yelling at me! Brittany: I'm worried about you! Santana: Worry about yourself! Brittany: *looks at santana* really? Santana: Really! Now i need to get out of here.. *trys to sit up, moans loudly in pain* Fuck! *looks at brittany* Brittany: What? why are you looking at me? I had to worry about myself so.. goodluck with getting up! *gets out of bed* Santana: *sighs deeply* oh god.. Brittany: *looking at santana* Santana: *pouts* Brittany: *can't help it but laughs, walks to santana, sits down on the bed, right beside her* Let me look at it.. Santana: *nods slowly, slowly lays down on her belly* Brittany: *pulls santana's shirt up, eyes widen* Ohw... Santana: Is it that bad? Brittany: Every time i look at it, i am even more shocked.. we need to go to the hospital Santana: *mumbles* I only need you.. Brittany: What? Santana: No nothing.. *sighs* Brittany: Santana please tell me what happend.. Santana: *sighs* It is hard you know.. I don't know.. it was.. *gets a really strong bad feeling* Brittany: Who did that to you? Santana: *staring at the floor, still laying on her belly, lost in thoughts* - Flashback - ???: *putting tape on santana's mouth and a put a blindfold on santana* Santana: *trying to scream* ???: This is for what you have to my life! *kicks santana in her back* Santana: *falls on her knees, screaming* ???: This is for you have ruined my life! *kicks 3 times again* Santana: *falls with her face on the floor, crying, trying to scream* ???: And this is for stealing everything for me! She was my everything *scratches santana's back hard, kicks again, runs away* Brittany: *talking louder* San? Santana: *hears in her head* 'She was my everything' Brittany: San?!?! Santana: *shakes her head, snaps out of it, starts crying* Brittany: No omg.. ssshh.. don't cry sweetie please.. *helps santana sit up slowly, hugs her soflty* Santana: *crying on brittany's shoulder* Crying hurts my back.. *sniffs* I don't want to cry.. Brittany: *pulls away a little, whipes santana's tears away, looking into her eyes* Tell me later okay? I take care of you.. i'll do anything for you.. Finn is at a friend and my mum at work.. i'm here for you Santana: *sniffs, looking into brittany's eyes* You don't have to do this for me Britt.. you've done enough.. Brittany: I will give you everything but i can't.. If i could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes.. Only then would you realize how special you are to me.. Santana: *tears up again* No one have every said something that sweet to me.. you mean so much to me.. Brittany: *blushes a little* Santana: I love you so much.. but.. *sighs* i'm not.. *feels like she has to cry again* i'm not allowed.. Brittany: What do you mean?? Santana: *starts crying again* I'm not allowed to love you..