Alyssa Grace - bloodstream (mother's version) [Visualizer]

Stream “bloodstream” here: https://found.ee/bloodstream-1 Stream ‘spilling my guts’ EP here: https://found.ee/alyssagrace Follow Alyssa https://alyssagrace.com/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@alyssagraceofficial Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alyssagracesings TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@alyssagraceofficial Merch: https://store.alyssagrace.com/ Sign up for my mailing list: https://drop.cobrand.com/d/AlyssaGrace/updates Lyrics: Maybe I was too young to really understand I watched you want somebody that's not gonna hold you for something you said But maybe if my mouth stayed shut and if you weren't so mean, the house would for once feel kinda quiet, you wouldn’t blame me for wanting to leave And I'm sitting here convincing you to pick up the phone and call I am my mother's daughter, but I’m nothing like her at all And I hear her in the way I speak or when I look in the mirror The anger's grown in me, it shows, could it be any clearer That I'm like her ‘cause she made me the way I am when we’re fighting And all I need is somebody And I'm crying on my momma's floor, why don't you want this anymore? And I'm craving you to change for me You're saying I hear you, and I love you, but my heart it hurts for you And I just cannot give you what you need Am I too much? Am I enough? ‘Cause you said you wouldn't give up Now I'm numb on my knees praying to God you'd talk to me Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream You never laid your hands on me, and that's something that I’m grateful for But I should've known that you'd gone mad when I saw the way you punch your doors And I don't regret loving you ‘cause I know that you needed it But the way you treated me made me feel like a little kid And something deep inside of me tells me that you're not better now And I'm sorry that I couldn't help, but I'm so glad I made it out And I'm crying on my momma's floor, why don't you want this anymore? And I'm craving you to change for me You're saying I hear you, and I love you, but my heart it hurts for you And I just cannot give you what you need Am I too much? Am I enough? ‘Cause you said you wouldn't give up Now I'm numb on my knees praying to God you'd talk to me Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream #alyssagrace #spillingmyguts #bloodstream