I'm an idiot

I can't move on if I lie for him and say this was anything other than what it was. I'm completely devastated and a bit in shock. Can't really wrap my head around this at all. He knows how hurt I've been before and did the same thing multiple times. I'm a fool. Support me on Patreon - http://www.patreon.com/Jaclyn Subscribe to my livestream channel on YouNow: https://www.younow.com/JaclynGlenn/channel *FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA! * INSTAGRAM (@JaclynGlenn) ► https://www.instagram.com/JaclynGlenn TWITTER (@JaclynGlenn) ► http://twitter.com/JaclynGlenn FACEBOOK ► https://www.facebook.com/JaclynGlenn SNAPCHAT ► JaclynGlenn Main YouTube channel► http://www.youtube.com/JaclynGlenn Vlog channel► http://www.youtube.com/JaclynVlogs Get my awesome tshirts! http://www.jaclynglenn.com BUSINESS INQUIRIES ONLY: jaclynglenn@gmail.com PayPal email - jaclynglenn@gmail.com Send me snail mail! PO BOX listed @ https://www.youtube.com/user/JaclynGlenn/about